Sitting in Starbucks.

Posted: January 12, 2017 in BYW, Uncategorized

Yes. I am back and still in aww how it makes me feel like I am either some fancy writer or a some deeply haunted poet or something. I am also pretty impressed that these folks here do not give a second glimpse that I did not order one thing and this time I was even so, ballsy to bring my own water mug in…. they don’t care. There are no snickers or chatter about my cheap ole self. It is kinda nice to not feel … judged.

Tonight I also had to choose between yoga and blogging they bother kinda fit into my night and I didn’t know which way I wanted to roll. My hamstrings were trying to woo me to a yoga basics class to just open myself up by my music was pulling me into Starbucks to listen and work.. Starbucks won.

It makes me just reflect on choices… was it the right one?

How might my body felt if I chose the other? What would have been different? Does it really matter…. anyway.

I am happy to write.



Today Reminded…

Posted: January 11, 2017 in BYW
  1. I love working with teachers
  2. I am so impressed with the folks I am lucky enough I get to work with.
  3. Keeping resolutions is difficult but not impossible.
  4. Dinner is overrated.
  5. Music really makes me happy and other also.
  6. Yoga can make you hurt for days… ow my triceps.
  7. People are brave.
  8. Hearing stories of people is just my total fave.
  9. Boy my pillows are fantastic.
  10. I couldn’t stop at 9. :/

Ok. BYW.

Posted: January 9, 2017 in BYW, Uncategorized

So I made this BYW commitment to 2017. Each day I will Blog, Yoga or Walk. All my listening to podcasts and reading and getting older… I want to do one thing a day that may possibly make me a better in some way – physically, creativity, reflectively and whatever else surfaces.

I have tried to make resolutions in the past but it never worked and I wondered why… I think it cause I didn’t give myself a chance to have an option. For example – There was a hockey game today in Rockford. This meant 3 hours in the car, 2 hours at the rink – boom 5 hours. Tomorrow starts up school again which means I had lots to do to prep, I am also prepping 2 University courses that start the week, so a yoga class would not fit into my day. It was freezing today – forget the walk. But blogging, blogging I could do! So I am taking a small break in my planning and sandwich making to write: to workout my creativity muscle.

#mademyselfdoit #proud

When it is Beautiful

Posted: July 5, 2016 in Uncategorized

So, yes, I am supposed to be writing a paper for my final course in my administrative Master’s degree course work.

And yes, shocker, I am outside of a Starbucks writing trying to focus. It is so beautiful out, the weather is perfect, I am in the shade, the music that is embodying my eardrums is remarkable and I feel like I could stay here for hours. If only they had plugs outside – grr.

You know that feeling when the wind is blowing just right so you feel as if you are the most beautiful person on the planet? Yup. That is what is happening right now  and man, it is awesome.



Posted: May 26, 2016 in Uncategorized

At the close each year, each school, each project, I try and compose a letter to illustrate or capsulate the time shared. This year… I wrote one for the Warriors with which I have worked at Old Quarry.

“Dear Warriors,

When I typed that word, Warrior, I became Olivia Pope right out of Scandal (a great show, if you haven’t jumped in on it). Now, I am not saying I turned into one of the most beautiful women I have ever seen, no. I am saying, I became someone who works with Warriors. Olivia would call you Gladiators, I call you Warriors.

Why does Ms. Pope call her colleagues, Gladiators?  For the same realize, today I call you Warriors – she realizes, her team is not just your average everyday people, they are beyond.  

There are 11 Rules to be a Gladiator – Warrior

Rule #11 You know normal is overrated and here at OQ, normal is not an option.

Rules #10 You can ruin a man’s life. Or you can elevate him to his best and here at OQ, that is capacity we have – to elevate our kiddos far beyond.

Rule #9 You can turn a homeless man into a super hacker spy and here at OQ, we all turn normal students into incredible, smart, wonderful adolescents.

Rule #8 The gladiator you save then teaches another protégé to follow his path and here at OQ, the legacy we build in each student will be passed on long after they leave Old Quarry.

Rule #7 Sometimes the work involves digging up dirt and here at OQ, we have to dig deep, real deep sometimes, to get find what makes students’ light bulbs click on.

Rule #6 So you can look pretty and talk pretty as you’re blackmailing someone and here at OQ, sometimes we have to really work at smiling while we are trying to explain to students why they should not stick gum on the carpet.

Rule #5 In every situation, you walk the fine line between being a human and a gladiator and yes, at OQ, we have to balance being human and being a educator and that is not always easy. 

Rule #4 You have to stay professional — even with a person who killed your boyfriend and put you close to jail and yes here at OQ, we have to stay professional even after the students …broke our stapler, left used tissue on our floor and when they swarm us and repeat our name 17 times.

Rule #3  Well, when you can spare a tiny bit, it’s reserved for your family of gladiators and here at OQ, our families look forward to having us back after May 27th.

Rule #2 You live on the dark side of the moon, or you work for someone who does and there are only a few things that only OQ teachers can relate to, dare I say rooms with no windows with an odd humming.

Rule #1 You always wear the white hat and look good in it too and yes, here at OQ, we always look good. Always.
Warriors,  you have inspired me each and every day. 

Thank you for the 2015 -2016 School Year.